Firstimer

2006-10-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

haiz...so tired...got job oreadi...wednesdae went to job agency at tanjong pagar..recommended by my fren said it was good.went to agency wif jek,abdillah,zham and me.straight away the agent ask whether hu free tonite me and zham raised our hands,we got the job,to bad oni got 2 slots so abdillah and jek never work.the time was around 4++ and the agent told us that work starts at 8 later,me and zham rushed to bool lay iterchange,made some calls to our family then bought food for werk,4 packets of foor.2 kway teow and 2 bee hoon.nice...waited for bus transport.waited,and waited and waited till 705....our agent told us that the bus willl arrive at 650 but till 705 habok pun takda...we call the agent,she told us the bus left us...aww,fuck..agent told us to take bus 182 and count for 36 bus stops...SIAO,hu want to count..in the end we did count.count until 20+ then gif up never count.alighted frm the bus then call agent,told to walk till reach the factory.tot walk for a while but walk dor a longggggggggg while...lol...about 5oom to the factory.werk at pampers factory.huggies to be specific.fun,not a lot of werk to do.my supervisor a bit yaya but overall he ok...werk fer 12 hours then go home....straight away flat...wake up for buke then siap got job again..at pandan loop at F&N...reach there clean the whole factory tiring sia zham and i cannot take it sia...lol...go toilet smoke a lot of times...lol...then afeter cleaning i was posted to packaging, zham, poor him,was posted to cleaning AGAIN...lol...he kene bully by his supervisor...lol...mind worse got this irritating nonya,want to lend her knife oso so selfish,fucking arseholes..planned to o overtime till 7 am but cannot tahan so ended at 4 am...lyk boss lyk that me and zham...took out our uniform and wore home clothesgo the office and sae want to go home.then got this short nonya ask wat tme i werk i sae 8 until 4 she sae TAK CUKOP2...tak cukop otak ko!!lol...in the end went home ride taxi,company sponsor....hahaha....then yest went to town wif my brodders...fun..but tired...then just now chat wif her,she not giving me another chance to start a new wif her...everidae i live wif the regret of wad i saed to her wen i msg her...fuck sia.. to her:cmon i love u alot and i need u in my life not as a fren but a lover...give us one more try....things will change..This i promise u...

2006-10-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

long time never update so here goes....fridae went to bugis wif her,adam and aidil...ohk...kinda happi...saturdae went to town wif my mates...fun...sundae was the best..went o gig at Gas Haus at bugis area,damn fun.one of my fren's band was performing,the name of their band is INKED OUT.check them out,they are good.monday met her ok lah oso kinda happi.then tuesdae went to arena play pool,then she msged,said wanted to cut hair i wanted to c her she say MAYBE tonite.so i sae ok...then after that last minute said wanted to meet me,i had plans cos i tot she not meeting me,but lied to her sae no plans just bcos wanna c her new look.ske angri...lol...btw ur hair looks great.haiz....made up my mind trying to get over her,trying but cant....it takes time,a LONG TIME.i know she get over me oreadi,i mean cmon she's a WANTED PERSON.lol.duno lah just let her go.if fate brings us back together then syukur alhamdullilah.just to let her know that no matter wad happens,i will always love her.

2006-10-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

Finally,my broadband my mum connect balik.my bro lah stupid go and use com during exam period then my mum unplug the connection.k,went for job hunting wif jek and ab on monday,found an agency then they said they will call once they got a job for us.After job hunting went to vivo city,nice place damn big.After that took bus 30 home sleep in the bus all the way woke up wen she messsaged.so happi.she wanted to meet i agreed.then wen waiting for ust at boon lay interchange got a call frm my agent said got a job for me at alexandra,interview at 530,gt ttime to meet her so meet her first but never tell her earlier cs scared she dont want to meet.Then wen meet her so happi.Told her i got interview she became pisssed.She said this,"Dont bother messaging or calling me anymore if u walk off".I was sad but i chose to go to the interview rather than be there.To her:If u didnt use my phone to call him i would have stayed with u.and btw u c i sanggup go to inview late just to c u.Haiz,dont understand.I know u lyk him,i know u falling fer him.U said u playing wif his heart but i scared in the process u fall for him and i know its tru.He handsome,caring,sweet and every thing that i lack.He is perfect.I'm nothing compared to him.haiz.just now teman zham go interview stop by sch just bcos wanted to c her,waited and waited she never come out then ask somebody where she is,said got history lesson i shouted at her class to attract attention and she did come to the window.So happi,she ajak buke out but i canot make it.at first tot afeter interview wanted to rush to buke wif her but after wad she said, haiz,no need ar.waste my time.She ask me go and die,so sad.just now someone told me she falling for him,haiz,knew it.wat to do?i duno.pls god help me,i love her....!!!

2006-10-09T05:56:00.000+08:00

*yawn*now 5.50 in the morning,cant sleep.tired but cannot sleep.later at 11 going job hunting wif jek,wawa,ab and zham.Hope to faster get a job and faster start.todae went town wif jek,zham and ab;shopping!!!Bought 2 topman t-shirt and a jeans...nice...den buke at KFC.jek,zham and ab fanatic cheese something lah while i ate lasagna while orderin saw the lasagne so tempting and BIG.Jek even said "wow,lasagna4 tingkat,1 tingkat untuk ko untuk ab and lagi satu untok zham".haha....tapi bile dapat tu lasagna satu tingkat je...hahaha.....funni sia...k lah gtg...wana slp...btw to HER gd luck eh in ur exams..

2006-10-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

Still so tired...After my last post,went riding wif amzar,amran and hazrul...hahah...damn fun..gave me time to unwind and think...i've made up my mind..i'll just wait...haiz....tot todae going to look fer job wif jek skali jek never call...i called jek and he said must wait fer the person to call...ok loh...maybe on mondae we looking fer job...later after buke going town wif jek...going shopping...hope i get to bump into her or sumthing...Btw anybodi know about the movie john tucker...pls tellme k...i NEED to know...haiz....

miSsINg HeR...

2006-10-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

ArGHhHH!!!!!So tired,just came back from town wif fwens...just now after maths paper 2 all rush hoome....met jek and wawa at lakeside then proceeded to jurong east to meet up wif ida and liza.Then went to Lau Pa Sat to break our fast.Ida and liza went to town first to catch a fashion show or sunthing.So left wif me,amzar,abdillah,jek,wawa and sharil.We ate stingray,and a lot more dishes and we ordered 12 plates of rice.*Burp*....nice...But after we eat difficult to walk.After eating went to town,wawa want to buy jeans.After that proceeded to esplanade to meet up wif ida and liza.St down fer a while then all tired so all went home.on the way home,sharil wanted to lepak,so me sharil,abdillah and amzar lepak at coffeeshop till 1230,then went home.I was feeling veri happi until i went home and switched on the computer and saw her friendster profile i was lyk looking at her pics when WTF.Haiz,u told me he is a jerk,u told me he shiok sendiri,but u think fer urself how he wont shiok sendiri if u lyk that wif him.Haiz,i dunno lah...i really dont know wat to do now.I'll just wait.people out there if u have anything to sae pls sae ok?...gd..bye2...wanan KO...tmrw looking fer job wif jek..haiz...danga2....

WUHHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-06T12:25:00.000+08:00

helo,just came home frm sch...so tired...yest studied wif hazrul,amzar and ipen till 4 am....*yawn*tired...tis past few daes been staying up late just tostudy...i really3 want to go to poly..and get that bike(haha) and not that basikal karat...lol...faham2 je eh org tu...later going back to sch again fer my maths paper 2 and after that NO MORE PAPER,i repeat,NO MORE PAPER,i repeat,NO MORE PAPER.....lol...wuhoooooo!!!....todae maths paper ends at 4 and my class made a plan that we are going to buke out...so we all gonna rush home and siap b4 proceeding to lau pa sat to break out fast...k lah...gtg...bye2...TAG PLS!!!

2006-10-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

here are some pics for ur viewing pleasure...enjoy...

i am back!!

2006-10-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hello!!i am back...haha...It's been a long time since i blogged...a lot of things have been going on...todae is the 5th of october,no school todae cos no paper...lol...never go out cos so tired...been staying up late till mornig to study...argghhhhhhhh!!!!....
that pic is me and amzar at cuppage..haha..i am so short...haha...k lah i gtg...bye2...to that gerl...miss u and i'll be waiting for u...

i am back...

2006-10-05T14:26:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!!!!!!

2006-04-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

hi there everyone...just gt my com frm the shop my com got bugged by the virus...so sad...long time never update....k so yesterdae was fridae and it was the start of our mid yr examinations...the english paper was ok lah...can do lah....then after that gt stupid focus test,art somore...dumb rite....bodoh sia my sch....but the focus test was fun...we had to draw garlic and while drawing i saw jek's drawing it was lyk an orange hahaha.....then jek started throwing garlic at me that was wen the war started hahah...fun...then i had this idea...i saed thet if anyone is going to offer me money i am going to eat the garlic.....dumb rite...fear factor sikit....then wawa offered 5 bucks i was lyk...so little sia.....then abdillah offered me 10 bucks i was lyk bring it on baby...so i did it...it was ok at first but wen the chewing part began i was lyk going to puke but i tahan lyk mad and in the end i did it....hhahaha....gt 10 bucks just lyk that....but i wanted to gif the money back to abdillah but he didnt want it so i took it lah...hahah......fun man....so thanx abdillah...wen i went home iwas lyk practically exhaling at peoples faces hahha......k lah gtg....update nxt time...

~FaRhaN~

WAR!!!

2006-04-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

haha...todae was a boring dae....veri tiring dae to be precise....but there was a moment wen it was fun....todae ms chee never come then this relief teacher took over....a lah she nothing lah...like kuching kurap...haha...wawa and jek walk around the sch for 1 period then i was bored then suddenly i gt an idea so i started throwing crumpled paper at the chinese(frm express drop to my class) students...haha...veri fun....there was once wen junju was squating and i saw him then i threw a paper directly at his head...haha...then after we played...i was sweeping the floor wen junju came and started throwing paper at me i retaliated and threw back then 2nd time i block using the dustbin's cover(act like shield ar)hahah...he push it down and started raining papers at my head....haha...then i manage to break free and he ran away but i threw at him the dustbin's cover...haha...then kick his backside...hahaha...junju if u reading this sry ar...haha...just playing...and now i want to make this a weekly event every week we will haf this war...hahaha....then just nw gt bio class(i thought) so i forced wawa and zham to go... both at first declined then wawa sae he coming wif us...so me hazrul and wawa was walking to sch wen zham appeared and saed he coming wif us...haha...then on the way to class....swenson came dwn sae bio class cancel bcos miss wang teaching the 5n students...damn u 5n...haha....then me hazrul,wawa and zham chill at canteen...we all look at gerls..haha...disturb this gerl then skali get to know she my brothers frn..haha...bodoh....then i waited fer huda and adam at cybercafe until 4 both didnt turn up...nvm lah...i dont mind...huda go home oreadi...adam oso....then on the way to interchange saw zaimah,syafiqah and aishah... aishah took the same bus wif me so i went home wif her....haha...she carrying her art work which was nice then i sae to her i carry fer her cos i want to act lyk its mine...haha...lame rite....atfirst ok ar...the i start o regret..heavy seh...some more so big....haha.....then just nw go queens way to get new specs...oakley seh...so happi.k lah i gtg nak tido....

~FaRhaN~

WAR!!!

2006-04-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

i am so happy....

2006-04-11T16:51:00.000+08:00

I am soooooooooooooooooo happy.....sorry long time never update....ohk here goes...On Friday...The entire school went for an excursion to the discovery center....It was fun....Then my class went for a guided tour around safti...Hahaha...The tour guide was fun and she always picked on me....hahah....i dont mind ar cos she pretty hahaha...Then saw my ex(huda)....After the whole trip i planned on going for my Friday prayers but huda suddenly messaged me and said she wanted to spend time wif me cos we long time never tok...so i saed ok....so me,huda,syahila,warith,adam and black....We all went to jurong point and on the way there me and huda toked about our past...haha...dumb...haha...Then adam later blanje us bubbletea..thanx bro...hahaha....haiz...me and huda were steadies for 1 yr and 8 mths then we broke bcos of stupid reasons....But still after i broke up wif her i still loved her and eventhough i had gerls after her and crushes i still loved her...No...and i mean no one can replace her....nobody knows wat we shared together....Then just now me and huda toked...eventhough we havent patched up we were lyk steadies we toked about her past and i cried she oso cried.....if oni i could kill...i would kill all her ex'es...fuck them ar....but i dont know whether she realli love me not....Haiz....I dont wanna lose her again....I haf calculated that if me and huda are still together we would be 3yrs10mths...haiz....k lah enuf about her...adam2 my bro...u take care orite dont be stressed up....get ur hopes high dont be scared remember wat u used to tell me.."FIGHT THE FEAR" so bro fight it....k lah i gtg...meeting huda tmrw...sooo happi....and huda if u are reading this ur a bithc..hahah...love u lah BITCH......

~FaRhaN~

~FaRhaN~

so tired...

2006-04-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

Todae damn so fucked up day...Argued wif miss ang...as usual...everi art lesson sure argue wif her but just now she want to send me to office then halfway walking she stop then tok to me bout my attitude towards her...hahah....k lah miss ang if u reading this i will change and will not talk back to u anymore cos i oso tired to tok to you....art oso i stress...haiz...1st malting board still haven't do....shit...haiz....exam coming sia...haiz....tomoro confirm tiring dae fer me....2.30 to 3.30 got maths extra class then 3.30 to dunno wat time got hockey photo shoot...mepek kan...hockey pun kene ade hockey shoot....kate kan hockey the best cca in sch...hahaha....than at 5.30 to 8 ++ got speech dae rehearsal...i'm part of the audience still must go for rehearsel mepek kan....bodoh sia my sch....but nvm cos that somebodi is performing....cant wait to c even though i've seen it before still want to see again...hahha...bye2

*FaRhaN*

!! IMPORTANT !!

2006-04-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

my blog website is relaxnowbaby.com not www.relaxnowbaby.com...so guys keep that i mind and for people who wanna link me be sure bout the address....

i think my hopes are shattered!!!!hahah

2006-04-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

i duno but i get this feeling that she dont lyk me...haiz...cannot get my hopes to high later my heart broken again...if oni she knew i lyk her a lot....haiz....abg boi going back to pasir ris...gonna miss him alot...i really treat him lyk my abg...if oni he is my real abg..hahah...my dad just came back frm thailand the other dae...he bought fer us alot of stuff...haha...i lyk....

Oi I MISS U AR!!!

2006-04-02T16:05:00.000+08:00

haiz...i miss my syg...long time never chat wif her...where are u???di mane kamu???...i hate to admit it but i think i love her...serious...i think i do...haiz....i hate this feeling...difficult to trust gerls nowadays...but i hope this gerl gd to me...hahah...wait long2 lah Farhan...k lah i gtg nak main bola...bye2...and syg i love u...hahah...

*FaRhaN*

3rd post!!!hhahaha...

2006-03-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

hahah...my 3rd post...hahah...todae to me quite a lucky dae fer me...got to see my syg 4 times....hahaha....haiz....i melt wen i see her....hahah....just now got art class after sch...i never go sembahyang cos want to do my art but end up never even do anything at art...hahaha.....then after that go fer my focus test...Todae was biology...argh!!!!!tot is was difficult but ok2 ar....while doing disturb jek....haha...ha saed"mak ko nye tetek nigger"...hahah...then i saed"mak ko nye punat 50 cent"...hahah...all the way while doing focus test we insulted each other...hahah... damn funni...k lah i gtg....wanna slp...later my syg online eh....hahaha...i love u...hahaha...

*FaRhaN*

2nd time!!!

2006-03-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

hahaha...now is my 2nd posting...hahaha....o tell u the truth i dont know wat to sae just wanna make it look lyk full of words...hahah...now at home later need to fetch my bro and then go tuition...haiz tomoro gt maths test and science(biology) test....argh!!!!so stressed up but luckily got my syg online hahaha....so can tok to her and relieve my stress...gerl if ur reading this u lah the one...hahah....k lah wanna go nw she wanna read my blog...cam gay sak i...hahahah

*FaRhaN*

Firstimer

2006-03-30T09:57:00.000+08:00

hahaha.....Today my teacher Mrs Stacey Choo brought us to the computer lab for our english lesson...and we did blogging....Everyone here is struggling and the malay guys in my class are all so stressed up...Theres a guy here in my class,Hazrul who is so "boyish"...He told me that this blogging thing is for sissies.....But to tell u the truth, I once thought that blogging was for sissies...But i seem to enjoy it....hahha....like sissy....

Behind me warith (aka wawa) is so "gayat/jakun" about this blogging stuff what to do he is a sissy...wawa...hahah...Me and wawa just settled our problem and i am so happy...my friend in front of me Azman(aka jek)....he is sooooooooooo funny......u know wat he type for his first sentence...He typed "excitement was the first feeling"...hahaha....like gay...hahaha....And another guy in front of me is zham(aka boi reyes)...He act as though he play like the soccer player,Jose Antonio Reyes...hahah...Dream on man...Hahahah....Just Joking...

The boy right behind me Yaozu is really stressed up about this....If u were here...u could see his face fill with tension...Hahaha...I got to go.....My english period going to end soon...need to publish this blog....Hope to write in this blog again...hahah...insya allah....

*FaRhAN*