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Love leads to laughter,
Love leads to pain But u by my side i feel gd times again,
never have i felt this feeling before u shpwed me the world how can i ask for more

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

haiz...so tired...got job oreadi...wednesdae went to job agency at tanjong pagar..recommended by my fren said it was good.went to agency wif jek,abdillah,zham and me.straight away the agent ask whether hu free tonite me and zham raised our hands,we got the job,to bad oni got 2 slots so abdillah and jek never work.the time was around 4++ and the agent told us that work starts at 8 later,me and zham rushed to bool lay iterchange,made some calls to our family then bought food for werk,4 packets of foor.2 kway teow and 2 bee hoon.nice...waited for bus transport.waited,and waited and waited till 705....our agent told us that the bus willl arrive at 650 but till 705 habok pun takda...we call the agent,she told us the bus left us...aww,fuck..agent told us to take bus 182 and count for 36 bus stops...SIAO,hu want to count..in the end we did count.count until 20+ then gif up never count.alighted frm the bus then call agent,told to walk till reach the factory.tot walk for a while but walk dor a longggggggggg while...lol...about 5oom to the factory.werk at pampers factory.huggies to be specific.fun,not a lot of werk to do.my supervisor a bit yaya but overall he ok...werk fer 12 hours then go home....straight away flat...wake up for buke then siap got job again..at pandan loop at F&N...reach there clean the whole factory tiring sia zham and i cannot take it sia...lol...go toilet smoke a lot of times...lol...then afeter cleaning i was posted to packaging, zham, poor him,was posted to cleaning AGAIN...lol...he kene bully by his supervisor...lol...mind worse got this irritating nonya,want to lend her knife oso so selfish,fucking arseholes..planned to o overtime till 7 am but cannot tahan so ended at 4 am...lyk boss lyk that me and zham...took out our uniform and wore home clothesgo the office and sae want to go home.then got this short nonya ask wat tme i werk i sae 8 until 4 she sae TAK CUKOP2...tak cukop otak ko!!lol...in the end went home ride taxi,company sponsor....hahaha....then yest went to town wif my brodders...fun..but tired...then just now chat wif her,she not giving me another chance to start a new wif her...everidae i live wif the regret of wad i saed to her wen i msg her...fuck sia.. to her:cmon i love u alot and i need u in my life not as a fren but a lover...give us one more try....things will change..This i promise u...

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

long time never update so here goes....fridae went to bugis wif her,adam and aidil...ohk...kinda happi...saturdae went to town wif my mates...fun...sundae was the best..went o gig at Gas Haus at bugis area,damn fun.one of my fren's band was performing,the name of their band is INKED OUT.check them out,they are good.monday met her ok lah oso kinda happi.then tuesdae went to arena play pool,then she msged,said wanted to cut hair i wanted to c her she say MAYBE tonite.so i sae ok...then after that last minute said wanted to meet me,i had plans cos i tot she not meeting me,but lied to her sae no plans just bcos wanna c her new look.ske angri...lol...btw ur hair looks great.haiz....made up my mind trying to get over her,trying but cant....it takes time,a LONG TIME.i know she get over me oreadi,i mean cmon she's a WANTED PERSON.lol.duno lah just let her go.if fate brings us back together then syukur alhamdullilah.just to let her know that no matter wad happens,i will always love her.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Finally,my broadband my mum connect balik.my bro lah stupid go and use com during exam period then my mum unplug the connection.k,went for job hunting wif jek and ab on monday,found an agency then they said they will call once they got a job for us.After job hunting went to vivo city,nice place damn big.After that took bus 30 home sleep in the bus all the way woke up wen she messsaged.so happi.she wanted to meet i agreed.then wen waiting for ust at boon lay interchange got a call frm my agent said got a job for me at alexandra,interview at 530,gt ttime to meet her so meet her first but never tell her earlier cs scared she dont want to meet.Then wen meet her so happi.Told her i got interview she became pisssed.She said this,"Dont bother messaging or calling me anymore if u walk off".I was sad but i chose to go to the interview rather than be there.To her:If u didnt use my phone to call him i would have stayed with u.and btw u c i sanggup go to inview late just to c u.Haiz,dont understand.I know u lyk him,i know u falling fer him.U said u playing wif his heart but i scared in the process u fall for him and i know its tru.He handsome,caring,sweet and every thing that i lack.He is perfect.I'm nothing compared to him.haiz.just now teman zham go interview stop by sch just bcos wanted to c her,waited and waited she never come out then ask somebody where she is,said got history lesson i shouted at her class to attract attention and she did come to the window.So happi,she ajak buke out but i canot make it.at first tot afeter interview wanted to rush to buke wif her but after wad she said, haiz,no need ar.waste my time.She ask me go and die,so sad.just now someone told me she falling for him,haiz,knew it.wat to do?i duno.pls god help me,i love her....!!!

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Monday, October 09, 2006

*yawn*now 5.50 in the morning,cant sleep.tired but cannot sleep.later at 11 going job hunting wif jek,wawa,ab and zham.Hope to faster get a job and faster start.todae went town wif jek,zham and ab;shopping!!!Bought 2 topman t-shirt and a jeans...nice...den buke at KFC.jek,zham and ab fanatic cheese something lah while i ate lasagna while orderin saw the lasagne so tempting and BIG.Jek even said "wow,lasagna4 tingkat,1 tingkat untuk ko untuk ab and lagi satu untok zham".haha....tapi bile dapat tu lasagna satu tingkat je...hahaha.....funni sia...k lah gtg...wana slp...btw to HER gd luck eh in ur exams..

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

Still so tired...After my last post,went riding wif amzar,amran and hazrul...hahah...damn fun..gave me time to unwind and think...i've made up my mind..i'll just wait...haiz....tot todae going to look fer job wif jek skali jek never call...i called jek and he said must wait fer the person to call...ok loh...maybe on mondae we looking fer job...later after buke going town wif jek...going shopping...hope i get to bump into her or sumthing...Btw anybodi know about the movie john tucker...pls tellme k...i NEED to know...haiz....

miSsINg HeR...

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ArGHhHH!!!!!So tired,just came back from town wif fwens...just now after maths paper 2 all rush hoome....met jek and wawa at lakeside then proceeded to jurong east to meet up wif ida and liza.Then went to Lau Pa Sat to break our fast.Ida and liza went to town first to catch a fashion show or sunthing.So left wif me,amzar,abdillah,jek,wawa and sharil.We ate stingray,and a lot more dishes and we ordered 12 plates of rice.*Burp*....nice...But after we eat difficult to walk.After eating went to town,wawa want to buy jeans.After that proceeded to esplanade to meet up wif ida and liza.St down fer a while then all tired so all went home.on the way home,sharil wanted to lepak,so me sharil,abdillah and amzar lepak at coffeeshop till 1230,then went home.I was feeling veri happi until i went home and switched on the computer and saw her friendster profile i was lyk looking at her pics when WTF.Haiz,u told me he is a jerk,u told me he shiok sendiri,but u think fer urself how he wont shiok sendiri if u lyk that wif him.Haiz,i dunno lah...i really dont know wat to do now.I'll just wait.people out there if u have anything to sae pls sae ok?...gd..bye2...wanan KO...tmrw looking fer job wif jek..haiz...danga2....

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Friday, October 06, 2006

helo,just came home frm sch...so tired...yest studied wif hazrul,amzar and ipen till 4 am....*yawn*tired...tis past few daes been staying up late just tostudy...i really3 want to go to poly..and get that bike(haha) and not that basikal karat...lol...faham2 je eh org tu...later going back to sch again fer my maths paper 2 and after that NO MORE PAPER,i repeat,NO MORE PAPER,i repeat,NO MORE PAPER.....lol...wuhoooooo!!!....todae maths paper ends at 4 and my class made a plan that we are going to buke out...so we all gonna rush home and siap b4 proceeding to lau pa sat to break out fast...k lah...gtg...bye2...TAG PLS!!!

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

here are some pics for ur viewing pleasure...enjoy...

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Hello!!i am back...haha...It's been a long time since i blogged...a lot of things have been going on...todae is the 5th of october,no school todae cos no paper...lol...never go out cos so tired...been staying up late till mornig to study...argghhhhhhhh!!!!....
that pic is me and amzar at cuppage..haha..i am so short...haha...k lah i gtg...bye2...to that gerl...miss u and i'll be waiting for u...

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